Slowly

The waves crash down, over the whitened rocks
The boats pull in, to the near empty docks
The birds fly round, finding a place to land
I look around with tears in my eyes, and still don’t understand
How can it seem so perfect, such a deathly contradiction
What were the things I felt for you, were they imaginary, maybe fiction
It all just continues along, except in my heart with the pain
And I can’t stand to look at my self, because the thought of crimson rain
My life just continues to carry on, in dark and sad times, so blue
I can’t get over us separating, even though I want to
I want to move on, and hold me head so high
But along with my heart, you took my courage, leaving me to feel shy
I go to call you at night, the numbers are written there on my phone
But I don’t want you to know, that I feel scared and alone
I disconnect the call again, laying my head down to cry
I want to know why its over, I just want to know why