I find myself thinking about you at every point of the night,
i need you More than you`d thinking, my spirit my light,
i glance at your picture and memories flash though my mind,
the lies, talk, laughs and jokes, will never be left behind,
wishing you could feel all the feelings, i feel inside,
wanting to let them out, not wanting them to hid,
i want to know if there`s a future or if there ever will be,
or if one day your eyes might open and see the real me,
like how i feel, who i am, what i do, how i act,
maybe see all t hose feelings, that before you i lacked,
i cover my eyes and every night i pray,
one day you`ll realize how much i like you and hope it will get to you that way,
i`ve never cared so much about anyone,
and when i`m with you i`m always having fun,
you bring out my smile, and i don`t care to be myself when i`m with you,
i know you don`t like me now but i`m hoping soon you do,
i know i`vie lied about feelings and made them bigger than they were,
but this time i know for real, and i know i`m sure,
you are everything i`vie dreamed, everything i see,
only problem is you`re not staring back at me.
no one ever comments my poems anymore; maybe some one can ?
