Don't want no more pain

I'm giving up now
I don't want anymore pain
I changed who i am
yet what did i gain

I did things in my life
I wouldn't normally do
But I've had enough now
I want to say thats it we're through

But there was never a we or an us
We were always just two
separate from each other
Just me and you

I hated what i did for you
Just to make you care
but in the end I've realized
your never going to be there

I put up with the crap
the bull and the lies
I put up with the taunting
but its not you i despise

still after everything
i blame myself again
I think its all my fault
that i went through the pain

I think that if i was different
You'd like me for more
but you think I'm a b*itch
or some kind of Who*e

so I changed who i was
i revolved my life around you
I was the opposite to me
i did what you wanted me to do

How many times did i ask you
If what you said was the truth
And so i believed you
After all i had no proof

My friends told me to give up
that you didn't really care
that you were using me
i just ignored your glare

I can't face you anymore
I've got to move on
my hearts still with you
but my life has gone

I still feel like I'm sorry
for all the stuff i put you through
I still feel like i should care
that i owe it to you

My friends think I'm stupid
for still caring about you
but i can't help how i feel
i need help, what can i do

not knowing how you feel
Has messed with my head
Everything was spinning
over what people had said

You hurt me so much
It was killing me inside
I didn't know who to believe
I couldn't believe you lied

I didn't want to believe it
to me it wasn't true
It was tearing me apart
but you didn't have a clue

When i told you that night
the pain that you caused me
everyone left alone what they knew
but no you couldn't just let it be

Everyone could see
the hurt in my eyes
if you should just so happen
to pass me by

they knew how much i cared
and how i was messed up inside
i want the feelings to go
i want the pain to subside

Slowly day by day
I'm feeling better and happier to
I need to move on with it all
move on and away from you

I want to say thanks to my friends
for helping me see
that you were no good for me
i guess it weren't meant to be