Impossible

Sometimes it's just too hard to control.
Sometimes it's hard to bear.
To spend all of my day wishing
that again for me you'd care.

All these thoughts going through
my head good but mostly bad.
Wasting all my precious time
crying over what we had.

I don't know what to tell my heart
about why your not here.
I tell it lies because I can't handle
all the pain sorrow and fear.

I just can't seem to find myself
and remember who I was before.
What am I doing about my life to
keep looking out that door.

I don't know what's on the other
side happiness or pain.
I don't quite know if I'm ready
to go through that shit again.

Why do I keep thinking about you
when you hurt me as bad as you did.
Those feelings I hold in my heart for
you will never be fully rid.

But when we talked about being together,
I'm on the verge of breaking.
Your making that impossible over
all the lies you've been making.

My hearts telling me you love me
but my minds telling me you don't.
I just wanna be close again
But at your slow rate we won't.

How long is it gonna take you
to realize I'm the one for you.
But now I know when you come a
round there will be nothing left to do.

It could take you a lifetime to realize
that your heart belongs to me.
But it's just too hard to cope with the
fact that we'll never be.

Never be together is all I
got to learn from you.
Because everytime the time is right
you'll see through me and find someone new.

I've finally stopped blaming myself over your heartbreaking game.
And keep you as a memory
p.s players stay the same.