I'll never lose this mask

What am I supposed to do?
I don't know what to say
No matter how much I wish you wont
You'll do it anyway

Can I ask you to talk?
And share your inner pain
When all along I hid myself
And cut once more, again

So much has happened in your life
You've gone through so much shit
But I can't ask you to spill your soul
I'll be a hypocrite

You are free to talk to me
But in return don't ask
For me to reveal all my hurt
I'll never lose this mask