Cut Away

I want to rid myself of you
cut you out of my mind
cut you from my memories
cut you from my dreams
I just want you out of my life
you already crushed my heart
and murdered my soul
I want to rid myself of you
I tried to paint the pain away
I tried to write the pain away
I tried to cut the pain away
so whats left but to cut myself
and bleed you out
I'll find the sharpest razor blade I can
grip it firmly and think of you
the final thought before you leave
from my heart
through my wrist
and to the ground
but when will I know
that I've bled enough
when I have more cuts
more scars
more thoughts of suicide
more attempts on my life
I just want to cut away
my flesh and carve out
everything thats you