I Owe You So Much More

Did you know that i love you?
I didn't for a long time
It took me too long to realize
That your face was in each rhyme

Do you know i remember words
That we used to say
When we dreamed of happiness
Hoped for another way

I just wanted you to know
Even if i can't speak it out loud
That in many ways i was hoping
To one day make you proud

Cuz i dont see that shine in your eyes
Like you used to have before
You live so empty that i wonder
How you can live anymore...

And im ashamed to say I've changed
But i guess that's nothing new
Maybe that's why you're still sad
Cuz im not the first, but one of few

But i dont think i care in the end
I wouldn't shine this bright
If i never knew what it was like
To see in the middle of the night

I thought you're not allowed to make mistakes
I thought there was no one who'd listen
BUt my soul was there all along
And you taught it to glisten

Did you know that i love you?
Like i've never loved before
You were the one who made me live
And i owe you so much more...