Pain

Watching memories fade away
I once again relive the pain
again I'm falling with a broken heart
being swallowed by the dark
the darkness comes from within myself
I put my happiness away on a shelf
I'm in a corner all alone
I've never felt that this place was home
never relaxed but always tense
I'm forced to use my self defense
this new pain was not a plan
but no one seems to understand
nobody seems to notice or care
but the pain I feel is there
the truth I bleed is a figment of
the faith I've lost in the ones I love
falling behind and losing time
I've slowly begun to lose my mind
feeling nothing but the pain
sitting alone, drenched in shame
the pain and heartbrake are all my own
surrounded by people but feeling so alone