9 MONTHS

Its been 9 months today but i still can feel you here with me i still see you once in awhile, but only in my dreams. you still make me smile like you always did before but now all i do is cry because i dont understand what i did wrong, was i not a good friend did i do something wrong please tell me.. so maybe, just maybe youll come back to me. chris i just wanted you to know that you were my everything and most of all i never got to tell you how much i loved you and that i pray for you everynight and sumtimes i ask if god will just take me now so that i dont have to deal with this pain anymore
~RIP-BUCHHOLZ~
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