What i want more than ever

I wanna get away from here
take all my emotions
but leave my fears
far behind

I wanna remember the good times
and leave all the bad
I'm not going to mope around
and think of all the good times we could have had

I wanna lay in a meadow
full of beauty
and open my eyes
to a better reality

i wanna take the pain
you caused and throw it away
somewhere i cant see it
or feel it everyday

i wanna stop these tears
from rolling down my precious cheek
find the courage to be strong
and stop being so meek

i wanna smile at absolutely nothing
and be able to honestly say
in my heart of hearts
i know everything will be OK

i wanna share my life
with someone who is willing the care
all i need is someone
who will always be there

i wanna have the ability
to lift the weight of the world
of my shoulders
and i know ill get wiser
every year i grow older

i wanna be able to make people laugh
forget about the pain
and comfort them and tell them
they will make it through the rain

i wanna be able to say to the world
screw you and not care
and i wanna except
that everything wont be fair

i wanna be as strong
as i deceived people i am
but really Ive tried and Ive failed
so many times right now i don't give a damn

i wanna throw out the old
and put in the new
but i know one thing i don't wanna do
is forget about you

i don't wanna forget the way
you used to brush my hair out of my face
and you used to brush Ur lips on mine
with such a beautiful grace

i don't wanna be so happy
when you call my phone
i want my life back
and it to be my own

I don't want to fall back in love with you
i know its bad for my heart
but its hurting even more
now that we're apart.