I wish I could go back to the beginning, before we got so close. Now that I know what was really right under my nose. I now feel we were a mistake, but I felt is was fine until you started acting so fake! You told me you wouldnt hurt me before we even got serious, but the longer it went on, it made me more furious, to know that you only wanted one thing! In my ears all your promises still ring. After hearing those promises, I felt that you maybe you werent in it for just one thing, but of course, I was naive, and I just wanted believe that you wouldnt be like the rest, but yet again, my heart was put to the test! I wish I would have listened to everyones advice, but I thought of them as little mites; I was thinking they were just trying to get under my skin, but they wanted nothing more, than to be there for me before all the pain was to begin. I love them for trying to keep me from gettin hurt, and I know that next time, I will listen to their words!
