Hey dad, u da man!

I just come out and say the things i never want to say.
i leave everything half ass, and screwed.
I'm always failing to live.
this life of mine has been replayed time and time again, it's nothing new.

i just want to start from the beginning.
but i think even if i do that I'll still screw up.
I'm so weak inside, when i fall i cant pick myself back up.
and this is just another waste of time.
putting these words into rhyming lines.
after all theres nothing new under the sun.
and I'm just blowing time away.

so you can read me out.
and see how I'm just another loser.
I've got nothing to give, save sorrow.
i cant believe you like to read this.
it sounds to me like I'm rambling on.
i know there's people out there who've got it so much worse.
and i shouldn't curse my life like this.
but all this does to me is hurt.

i cant seem to get it out of my mind.
how many times I've been shoved to the ground.
I've had no escape.
no drugs to ease the pain.
no sun to outshine the rain.
it feels like it's never ending.