Today is the day.
I Throw everything away.
it's hard to believe and also say;
Everyone keeps getting in my way.
I've tried so hard to enjoy life here.
but every where I go all I see is fear
Everyone loves agony, from what I hear.
I smell danger from someone near.
I've tried to ignore their thoughts,
but they keep fighting like a changing Ox.
I feel I must go hide inside a box
jump in a lake,sink like a rock
I've pushed myself hard enough
Life's getting a little to tough.
sure The path you choose will always be rough.
what kept me here I thought I was int love.
Now I'm left here standing alone,
wondering if inside, I have grown.
reality surrounding me in my home,
Telling me I'll die alone.
SO I look toward the day i die .
I wonder why I botherd to try.
I ask my self everyday ; why,why.why?
But standing all alone while i cry.
