Suicide

In the the darkness i knelt
nothing but pain Ive felt
every time i see you I'm sad
overtime I see me it makes me mad
so I stay in the darkness black
with no one to watch my back
yet I can rid myself of strife
I should just end my life
so now the decisions made
All I need is is one more blade
this wont be any passing trend
its truly my only friend
so the times here to conquer my fears
and release my sorrowful tears
depressions and pain is all I fear
I can even tell whats real
theres no time for a final plea
my emotions overcome me
so with one simple slash
my life ends in a flash
don't try and stop me theres no need
forever alone I purely bleed
all I see is my blood
fall from my wrists in crimson flood
its always been my choice
even now I can't hear your voice
will I live or die
should I even try
no energy left to even cry
all my energy into one inhale
nothing left my final exhale
why didn't anyone try to catch my fall
so this is my good-bye to all