I'll bleed in sorrow

My mind is forever in sorrow

i always try and look toward tomorrow

falling from the light at a steady pace

one step forward two steps back

i feel like I'm loosing ground

forever in my mind don't make a sound

just watch the world pass by in slow

it is just time that is already at flow

leaving me in its internal wake

it seems like i will never take

but forever bleed in its internal lake

crimson tears i do cry

forever more internal lies

you and me may never be

for you are true entity

i live in darkness

as u live in light

i am forgotten

as u are flight

i don't mind watching from afar

i just wish for internal mortar

you consume my very soul

as i am nothing but a simple toll

you use me as your ticket to heaven

and leave me here to rot unbidden

i ask for a hand and u turn from me

leave me to bleed for eternity

sad, betrayed forever dismayed

my love is true

but it is unseen by you.

i trusted you ,

and you left me too

never again will i be so willing

to help another poor soul into heaven

i pick up the blade that has been forgotten

but is rendered a deadly wepon

i slice it across my arm...

as dreadful memories of you flood through

i wish someone would come and wait it through and through

but my wishes are left for the dust

i will remain here forever in lust

i sit and die while u go on living

it was worth all the crying

you will be forever blessed

while i will be forever in test

i wish you well in heaven my beautiful angel

someday i hope u look back and feel

the distress u left me to peal

life is forever a moving weel

never ceacing, never leaving

always there for the taking

i wonder why i even tryed

when i will forever cry

for the beautiful angel who left me here

to live in eternity full of hurtful tears

peace is what i ask of u

i curl in a ball and wait for tomorrow

hopefully my light will come into my internal hollow

that will be forever my sorrow

i prey to god to let me go

so i can finaly be an angel too