Guilt

I miss him so much
Leaving him was difficult
but now I blame myself
It feels like its all my fault

I loved him so much
and now just knowing
I can never see him again
my guilt keeps growing

I will never see him again
which makes me cry
now my guilt grows more
and I want to die

He was the love of my life
my heart breaks down
Ill just go through my life
with nothing but a frown

No one will ever compare to him
He always made me happy, he was great
how could I have moved away
was my heart full of hate?

I still cant believe what I have done
my heart fills with guilt
for breaking the relationship
we had built

But now he's gone
my heart will be scarred
because leaving him
was so hard

Dedicated to Matt
Sorry I had to leave you, I had no choice, my mom wouldnt let me stay, I had to move.

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