The Secret

A dark and scary night
i sat at my table
looked at all the food
and my stomach became unstable

Ignore the feeling is what i do
shove the food down
along with my pain
release it all later, its kind of a game

The knicks on my hand
are from throwing up
I'm trying to stop
but having no luck

I'm fading away
from all thats here
I'm reaching those days
where the end is near

shutting off the water
closing the seat
try to regain strength
and stumble to my feet...