A twist in the story

You are pessimistic
with no fear of dying
you talk about your life
but always end up crying

I see your pain
and your blood-steined arms
so I stick by you
to protect you from harm

When your like this
your a danger on the road
so many innocent people who also drove
I'm begging you to pull over
I'd rather us stay alive

I have a sickening feeling
I can see the first specks of rain fall from the heavens above,
but
gods sent me a miracle for you my love
you're in the hands of an angel helping you heal

Yet I wonder if you've thought about me?
and why I felt the need to OD?
I knew you were destined to die
but couldn't let you leave my side

I'm your guardian angel
always here to strangle your fears,
here to shelter and protect
and prevent neglect.

Watching over you day and night,
never letting you leave my sight!

This hasn't been put together al lthat well just yet.. im still working on it... but would appreciate comments or suggestions!