Thinking of the flash backs.
But I gotta face the facts.
You're gone from me.
Everyday I'm slowly getting better cant you see?
Maybe it's the drugs helping me out.
They make me feel like I can float.
Without them now I cant feel happy.
Without you I cant stand but feel crappy.
So many memories... you were a good pal.
Now you're gone and I'm left I'm with nothing
can't you tell?
I hit rock bottom I fell.
I never meant anything I said.
See were all this had lead?
Our friendship seems to be done.
I must admit it was a lot of fun.
I cried so much.
I would hide in the bathroom stoles at lunch.
I need you cant you see?
I cant feel happiness without you here beside me.
I'm so torn.
Right now I wish I wasn't born
I want everything to be how they used to be.
But that seems impossible
Because you don't seem to miss me
I cut my wrists to deal with the pain.
God help me for I'm no longer sane.
No one Else's friendship meant more
To me than you,
You made it seem like there wasn't anything
I couldn't do. I don't want you to feel bad
For what in putting myself threw.
But it helps me stop thinking
About everything I lost with you.
I cant promise Ill ever be fine.
What happened to me cant be defined.
But I needed you here with me today.
I'm not going to be ok in anyway.
But?ll do my best not to cry anymore
Tear drops.
Just promise me soon that all this will stop.
I cant stand us being apart.
Just promise me one thing,
Whatever happens
Ill always have a place in your heart.
