by Samantha Jan 19, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
I love you with all of my heart but apparently love wasnt meant for me for every time I fall in love with your eyes your smile the way you kiss me the way you say you love me i guess just everything about you I fall into the hands of sinful temptations. They lead me away from the love we share. But please know this nothing could ever make me love you any less and no matter what you feel about the way Ive treated your love I will love no other more than I love you. I wish I wasnt this way but I guess im doomed for life. Ive never known a love as great as the one I share with you. But I guess its not meant to be for 2 too many times have I almost lost the best thing Ive ever known you. I dont want to hurt you any more than I have already so I guess this is good bye. But once again know this im not leaving you because I dont love you. Im leaving you because I cant stand to see the hurt in your eyes for every time I do it kills me inside until theres nothing left and I cant breathe or move or even feel my heart beat because I know deep inside my mind that its all my fault and theres nothing I can do to reverse what I have done. Baby I love you and I want you to know that I always will but in my heart I know this is best for you. You mean more to me than anything and to see you get hurt again because of me would kill me permanently. So good bye my love my life. |