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by blair Jan 19, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about death
I turn the t.v on, i flicked the channel to see, someone laying on a hospital bed, that person was me. i didn't understand, how could i be on the news? people crying around me, it looks like they've been abused. blood and bruises everywhere, a car all smashed to bits, police taping off the area, where my mother sits. why am i not breathing, or opening my eyes, this must be my double, because i am alive. then my father walks in to the room, and turns the t.v off, with tears trickling down his cheeks, and then he starts to chough. i yell "hey i was watching that", but there was no reply, i ask "whats wrong dad?" then i hear him sigh. he picks up a picture off the table, i see that it was me, why is he doing this, why will he not listen to me. he walks out of the house, and sits where i used to play, i turn the news back on, and listen to what it says. a young teenage girl died last night, in a huge car crash. i look at the picture on the screen, she goes by th name of ash! but I'm ash i say to myself, how could this all be, i walked to my bedroom in disbelief, and a light i see! please please could u vote n comment... i need some advice as i am a new wirtter....