Deep Dark Story

This pain I feel inside,
cuts deeper then words can describe.
No one knows the weight of what I feel every day.
Its like a deep blue ocean,
of endless emotions I'm drowning in.
I keep trying to surface,
but I can't find a way.
I'm trying to breath.
But I suffocate.
I choke on my own tears,
I'm shunned and turned away.
Every one refuses to hear.
Claiming that I have no reason to feel this way.
Because in my life,
there's no REAL pain.
But no one knows the real story, no one knows everything.
No body knows but me.
No one knows the girl behind the make up.
No one knows the girl behind the scenes.
No body knows but me.
No one can hear my dreadfully silent cries.
No body knows the truth behind the lies.
I'm trapped in a dark room,
that only grows darker.
Every minute that passes,
this knife cuts further.
It tears me apart.
Destroys my heart.
As I watch my world crumble beneath my feet.
It buries a deep dark story.
That no body knew but me.