I wake up everyday,
nothing has yet changed,
like the wind blowing through the trees,
your fury courses through me.
you lay me down everyday,
nothing less than god dam you to say.
you silently hate me,
i see it in your face,
soon enough I'll be gone without a trace.
you wont have to worry,
no finding me in the way,
as the tide rolls in,
you'll see me disappear someday.
sunsets come,
red roses fade,
i wallow in self-pity,
mistaken by all as your hate.
I'm cold even when i sweat,
cant do anything to not let it get to my head.
depressed,
cant answer why,
lying to myself,
but not when i say i want to die.
so tired,
don't sleep,
only in a dream.
only in a dream when i see you holding me.
sweet, tender,loving, needed,
dreaming darkness,
just cant see it.
the end is no where,
so i swim through the dark,
waiting for life to take me under again as if i am prey for the shark.
needed is his hands,
his lips,
his eyes,
without him here again i know i will
need to die.
i wake up everyday,
nothing yet has changed,
i only need you more now than a memory of yesterday.
