Fit In

I thought this was gonna be different
Be a new clean year
But why am I sitting here
Shedding my tears

This is like last year
And the year before
Where ya\'ll my teammates
Left me tore

All I wanted
Was to fit in
All I wanted
Was to have friends

I can to the game
Excited to be there
When I seen ya\'ll
Ya\'ll didn\'t care

One cheerleader came up to me
Saying \"Sorry we didn\'t call
Nobody had your number
Nobody at all\"

At least this time
When ya\'ll tried to shoot me down
My boyfriend was
There to take away my frown

My boyfriend is sick
Sick of Ya\'ll little games
Little games like this
That puts me in shame

I did everything for ya\'ll
My mom even bought food
When we were so hungry
But ya\'ll was rude

I don\'t understand
What did I do
I never was mean
Or thought I was better than you

i walk through the school
All alone and afraid
Ya\'ll talk about me
No friends around to say

I prayed to the heavens above
I wanted to be seen
I wanted to fit in
I wanted to be a regular teen

I was trying to fulfill
fulfill my dream
But I can\'t
Because of my \"so-called\" team

Going up to people
Calling me a *itch
Just because I am not like you
Or because I am not rich

But I\'m still confused
Of what i feel in my heart
Because I would help you
And give you a new start

After all you did
Everything you did to me
I shouldn\'t help you
I should just let you be

But i guess that proves it
I am not like you
I wouldn\'t judge
And do all the ya\'ll do

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