I sit here thinking about my life
I wonder where I went wrong
Why did I lose my grandma
I hurt him so bad so why did he forgive me
Why wasn't I more careful that baby was killed
But then again how could I have known
Should I have left when I had the chance
Did I join in for the right reason
Why did I walk away form God when I needed him the most
This thing, depression, is that what’s wrong with me
Is that why my life so messed up
Or is it just me
