A heart that endure pain

I don't let you be aware
Of stuff that seems rough
Sometimes I feel you are unfair
And that I think I suffer from despair

You know I liked you much
Because my life you have touched
But how come I feel so strange this time
That I don't believe in your genuine alliance

Is this the life for me?
Often lose friends much valued?
It's painful to lose conviction
To a pal you have cared for

Sorry for not telling you this at present
Right time will soon in progress
I hope things will run smooth
And second thoughts, soon, will vanish