Is this what growing up is like?
When everything you've ever thought of or imagined or wanted gets twisted around, crushed and thrown back in your face?
With a huge depressing tidal wave flooding all my smiles and happiness to the dark ocean floor dragging it down and down further untill its drowned like everything has and finally realise this life will never change, it's only getting worse
Leaving me to wonder why am i here and whats the point of my f u c k e d up life?
