No more drama...

I stand on the other side of insanity
My addiction is gone and I.ve survived.
I have struggled many years with this,
And finally I can say to myself - I feel alive.

I think I.m fine on the inside
But on the outside I.ll always be reminded
Of the cruel and mad things I have done
After eternal search, peace I could not find.

My symbols show who I once was
They tell a story only I can read.
So many dark memories I can.t deny
Although acknowledge is what I seek.

I used to hate my life and myself
Now I.m quite fond of being me.
It.s very new and kind of weird too,
Past will be past and the future can be.

I might be okay but this is who I am
No matter what the thought will always be in sight,
Together with my scars just to remind me
That despite the present, this is who I was before my fight.

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