I dont deserve a pain

Everyone look so blind when i step in the street of a pain, confusing where I stand, i run so far to hide so bad, even it a billion miles where i will never be found forever in the end i lay on a dark sorrow black heart to sleep forever i dont know how i gotten myself weak, not knowing who i am anymore.

everyone look so bad when I tried to speak, even though I couldnt be a shame in the street of a pain.

I dont deserve a pain when I dont want to know why I am in the pain.