Whats Wrong With Me?

I have many different problems
I wish they would all just wash away
Coz they\'re getting me down
Leading me astray

I seem to have made myself isolated
Always feeling sad, unhappy and unwanted
Like an old toy on the top shelf
It\'s all my fault, Im not helping myself

All my problems came at once
But the one that hit me hard
Was forever being depressed and lonely...
They caught me right off guard

They hurt me in more ways than one
Caused my nightmare actions
Which I used to see only in my dreams
Theyre now real life attractions

To me I feel like a psycho
Just waiting for life to end
Coz this life has got me low
I\'m horrible, how can I be a friend??

My friends are still here
Theyre always by my side
But Ive put them through so much
Maybe its time for me to run and hide

I wish I knew what was wrong
So I could get better, be ok, be me
Coz I\'m fed up of being like this
And there is two ways I can see the words \'be free\'...