Decision

Confused, misplaced
To all that had loved me
Was a truly big mistake
For trying to be here for me
When I feel I have used you
When all I wanted was to feel happy
To move on from my past
Wanting to change my depression
And to move on at last
Im lost and not found
Truly loving two opposites
Out of breathe
Heart beating towards a breakdown
I cant speak
Only thinking and feeling
I cant stop, I never could
Im trying to make a decision
One man or the other
I love them equally
I have to choose soon
The pressure is building
Pushing me down with so much doubt
Its all over whelming
Its all up to my heart
To choose for me
The man who is meant to be