My life mystery

My life,
all seems a mystery,
a storm I can't find my way out of.
I'm just a happy care-free teen on the outside.
But on the inside,
Im confused,hurt and frusterated.
I can give help and advice to everyone,
but myself.
I dont understand it
my life is just one big mystery.
but only 2 me
cuz everyone else thinks they know me.
but they only know one side of me,
the happy-care free girl that walks in the halls.
but all i want is someone who truly understands me,
who will love me forever,as me and no one else.
someone to solve my never ending search, of figuring out my lifes mystery.