Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
i met a guy today,
we spoke for hours,
he made me laugh so much -
i cant wait to see him again!

Dear Lord,
i met that boy today,
he was different then before,
but he still put a smile on my face -
thats what matters - right?

Dear Lord,
he came to my house today,
i couldnt make him leave,
he started to scare me,
he hit me around the face

Dear Lord,
he told me he loved me today,
i have bruises all over my body now,
why did you let me see him again?!
i feel trapped.

Dear Lord,
i cant do anything without him there,
he wont let me go,
always punches never kisses,
always kicks never hugs,
im prisoner.

Dear Lord,
its been years and you havent answered my prayers,
its time i come home now,
he has won this game,
i have given up....i cant take any more.

Dear Lord,
Dear Lord,
Dear Lord,
the blood dripping from my wrist doesnt hurt as much as i thought it would,
im nearly home,
im nearly FREE.

Dear Lord,
Heaven is perfect,
he cant hurt me from here,

Dear Lord,
i met you today,
we spoke for hours,
you made me laugh so much!