Maybe not

I feel so wrong with you,
used to feel so strong with you,
I'm jealous now,
cant find the right words now,
reaching out,
crying now,
where are you but in my dreams to be found?
why am i questioning it?
why do i think I'm loosing it?
why am i doing this now?
i feel so wrong with you,
but yet i don't,
I'm so confused,
i don't know what to do.

this sucks, but I'm sad, and cant explain myself right now. maybe it'll be better later-maybe not.