What happened to me..

I look into a picture
a picture from long ago..
and i realize.. i can\\\'t relate to this girl, who i used to be.

i used to see a smiling person, always looking on the \\\"Bright side\\\"
now.. i only smile at death
and i realize, there is no \\\"bright side\\\", but only dark.

this girl i see has her eyes shut to the world, and doesn\\\'t recognize danger when it hits her between the eyes.

now, all i know of is danger, and it\\\'s the code i live by.

this girl is inexperienced of torture, and knows nothing of love.

and here i am.. my heart bleeding like it was born to, and my tears falling like rain.

i ask myself. \\\"where did it all go wrong?\\\"

the only answer i can think of.. is you.