Knife

As my blood trickles down my back. the bruising and swelling around the wound becomes worse, inflamed. just as my lips are from you kiss. as i lay all alone. my thoughts start to wonder. but then the pain in my back reminds me of all you've done. enough blaming has been done. to many times have you won. i lay the knife down at your feet to show my surrender. you keep what you kill. i only wish i was dead. as you stare at me with disapproval i feel my heart die. i feel you cold touch and it sends me into a comma. hate, love, despise ether way none of this is mine. I'll crawl away. hang my head in shame. because today just wasn't the same.