What Dwells

What Dwells

Theres somthing deep inside me

Somthing dwelling deep within

Its a battle i am losing

A fight i cannot win

All i hear is me

and the voices in my head

On the outside i am living

But on the inside i am dead

Staring at the wall

Which has become my friend

Knowing i am dying

That im closer to the end

Theres people all around me

Who care if i live or die

But how can they say it so easily

When all i can do is cry

Maybe i can smile

And fake my way through

But that never works

Thats all i ever do

You dont kno me

Or the things i feel

Id say im sorry

But all of this is real