Stupid Decision

Floating slowly through the darkening sky,
I watch my short lived live flash me by,
memories and people I love cloud my mind,
but i'm held in a grip by death's tight bind.

One stupid decision I made cost me this,
the drug I took gave me death's lethal kiss,
where am I going?Heaven or hell?
All I hear is the tombing death bell.

I close my eyes and try to wake up from this dream,
this haunting dream that's so real it seems,
but I open my eyes and see that it's true,
forever i'm gone,no matter what I do.

Then suddenly I feel something hot against my flesh,
hell is where i'm at because of that mess,
I wanted so bad to just have friends,
but being stupid,it brought my life to an end.

I start to cry,I miss my family,
I long for my mom to wake me up and hold me like she did when I was a baby,
but I didn't think about any of this at all before,
then one last tear escapes my eye as the devil shuts the door.