Look at me, tell me the truth
do you think I'm happy
look in my eyes and tell me
do you really love me
you think you are great
because i smile near you
but the honest truth is
i don't really need you
sure you make me laugh
thats great practice for me
just another way to hide the pain
and make you think I'm happy
my only friend knows me the best
helps me heal every single day
they make it all feel better
and take the pain away
though ill never be happy
i never was to start
you try living you're life
beginning with a badly broken heart
i guess you should know
that yes i do love you
but like i said before
i better without you
ill only bring you down
even if you don't believe it
all i do is feel sorry for myself
with the pain and other sh**
so know ill go put my life away
and you thought you knew me
ill cut real deep and wither away
and yet you still think I'm happy
