You And I

You made me mad
you made me sad
you made me cry
you made me sigh
you broke my heart
when you said you wanted
to be apart
i cannot forgive
i cannot live
with the things you have
done to me
the scars are healing
from your beatings
all the times we had
the good and the bad
i just couldn't sit back and cope
with the bad things people say
the open cuts hurt and you laugh from all the burns
one day you'll regret
that I'm not here
you came home to find
my brains and blood splatterd
all over over our bedroom walls
with a note laying beside me
and a gun on the floor
the note say's "death before dishonor,remember me when I'm gone"
you wished you wouldn't
have done what
you did to me no more