I Think i will just Leave

You need help you Gothic
i slit my wrists for fun sadistic person
is all you had to say
to make my life worsen

it cut me really deep
it made my wonder why
why do i sit back and take it
why am i still alive

so what if I'm crazy
i don't have scars on my wrists
you know what your lucky
after last night i shouldn't exist

i was so very close
pills and knife in my hand
swallow them and cut my wrist
strand from strand

i am scared
so scared you wouldn't believe
to make it seem alright
i think i will just leave

tonight....