My first love, My first heartbreak

You were my everything
We were both teens and I was the younger one
I thought I was so blessed to have you since you were 3 years older
but I was cursed.
You took my innocence and then took my heart and trust
and now I can't find either one of them
I can't trust anyone
or love anyone anymore
not like I loved you
I am overly depressed
You were my first love
and my first heartbreak
Now I see you everyday
Walking in the hall with your girlfriend
Doing the same things as we did
Hugging and kissing her the same way
and even looking at her the same way
Will you ever put her in as much pain that I was in?
She will never love you like I did.
It's impossible for anyone to love you like I did
But you threw that all away
I don't want you back or miss you
but I am still hurt from what you did to me
You screwed up my entire life and then left me right after
You had a girl who would do anything in the entire world for you.
but you only saw her as a girl who would make your fantasy come to a reality