I can't let you know

How are you doing,
are you ok
this is the conversation each day.
Just once I would wish
my feelings would show
for how much I love you
I want you to know.
But the thing that I fear
the reason I hide
is because you might not feel
the same way inside.
But I know one day
that I can’t keep it up,
I’ll let you know my feelings
with luck.
And you’ll say it back
and will love forever
then how come I know
you don’t love me, ever!
The things that you say
the way that I feel
you cause me pain
though my heart you steal.
You’re that type of lad
that no one could tell,
if you would be nice
or just plain hell.
So until the day
I fight my fears
and tell you how much
I really do feel ,
just give me a sign
a wink or a smile,
to make my whole life
seem really worth while!