Mommy
Its taken me 7 months,
To express my feelings on paper.
The day I lost you mommy
Was the day part of me died.
Ive cried an ocean of tears,
Even when I knew you werent coming back.
Yes I know youre in my heart
But that just doesnt seem like enough.
You went in to save a little boy
From drowning, you risked you life for his,
But I dont think you knew it was going to end there.
When I saw you in the hospital that day
I knew it wasnt you, you were different,
You had tubes all over, and machines on,
And all I could hear was the beating of your heart
Praying to god you would wake up
But you never did
You were gone
In what seemed like a matter of seconds.
You left behind your 4 children,
Your 3 baby boys, and girl.
I was the only one that saw you in the hospital
Out of all of us kids.
But ohh my poor baby brothers
15 year old brian who was home playing vidio games.
Kyle and evan watching it all happen
6 year old evan just watching on the rocks.
9 year old kyle who went in after them
he pulled the boy out then went for his mom
but when he turned her over...
she was blue, she wasnt breathing,
dirt, mud all in her beautiful hair
and the boys all alone in the middle of no where
just standing on the rocks
my mommy saved the little boy
but she just didnt make it.
she didnt pull through.
I miss you more than life itself,
And its the simple things that get me by.
When you left god knows,
I wanted to go with you,
I didnt want you to leave me here alone,
I cant believe your gone.
I know you wouldnt want me to cry,
You would tell me its ok.
I just wish I could see you one last time
And touch your face, smell your hair,
Have all of us together once again.
But I know it cant happen
I try to move on but its so hard,
Anything reminds me of you
Trees, smells, food, pictures
The pictures most upsetting,
You look so happy in them.
The next thing you know all I can seem to see Is you in that hospital bed.
I try so hard not to cry,
But the tears fall down my cheek
Im going to end this here
Before I shed another single tear
I know this poem doest rhyme
But its how I feel inside
Its a poem it took me
7 months to write and I still hurt inside.
But i will always be your little girl..
even if i am 17.
