My Confusment

You say you love me,
but it is very hard to see.
You say you care,
but you don't show me your share.
As I dare you,
you look at me as if I'm new.
I am blue without your love.

Here I am looking at you
But all do is smile.
You are as stiff as a tile.
The mummy of the nile.

You have put me through to much,
so much that I cannot touch.
All that you've put me through,
it isn't new.
This isn't you.
This isn't me either.