So Im here again
Sitting here in my room
Thinking of just how much I love you
Wishing you felt, just as I do
Oh this night.. When my family Is all asleep
I sit here…Thinking and writing my feelings for you
I think about how loved you made me feel…
Then I think of that one mistake I made
And You’re horrid, painful face pops back in my head…
So ill close my eyes a one too many times,
Just so I don’t have to see you like that..
All though it doesn’t work…Because the painful memories of you keep coming back
I would say you left a hole in my heart…
But instead you left me with something excellent..
A footprint.. Of how much you loved me
An obsession I say that I have,
But please don’t say..
Because Its my little forbidden secret.
For everything about you…Drives me WILD…, Even the way you drink and then try to blink,
I love it all just the same.
The way that you look at me gives me goose bumps,
My feelings and love…I can’t seem to forget.
I know its illegal but… It just puts me back in the same place
Sitting here…
thinking about you and the crazy things we used to do