I'm sitting here
wearing a pretty dress and heals
my hairs all done
but I'm not content with it or i feels
my eyes are bold
and its slightly hot in the air
the fan blows cold
I'm looking for a feeling
and I'm not sure what off
so i gaze up at the ceiling
around and around
the fan fastly spins
so swiftly without much sound
and it hit me
i need to feel love
i want to be free
to know someone cares
that they share my thoughts
enjoy company in pairs
feel comfortable with another
be able to smile
to have a lover
for them to like me
for who i am
and everything i can be
for the little things i say
and the way i act
for it to all be ok
i want a special guy
of whom i can call my own
but this has never happened why?
so I'm sitting here incontinent
thinking of how to change this
but I'm spent
so please if your out there
who ever I'm writing this to
answer my pray
that one day i will b content enough
with everything i am and posses
to handle it when its rough
