Confusion rushes over your face
as i fall to the ground
but yet your just standing there
not making a sound or trying to help me
as i start to fade
into this black hole
that you made
i don't want to love you
but i don't want to hate you
because i don't know what I'd do if you left
i told you my feelings
i know you didn't care
everyone says i am stupid
for being there for you
every time that you fell
and you were never there for me
except that time when you felt sorry that you broke my heart
but you know what i am better than this
better than you
i am over you
but yet i am so confused
because no matter how much i want to hate you
i can't
and i don't know why
cause you make me cry every night
and then you ask my why i am being like this
you're nothing but a frickin jerk
but i don't want this to end this way
but this is the price that we must pay
there's little things that you say
that make me wanna run away
but i refuse to back down
so i will hide my tears
not showing my fears
i want nothing more than to fade into nothing
and become dead
because thats how you treat me anyways
so it makes no difference
if i am dead or alive
cause you won't care
you wouldn't cry
maybe i should end my life right now
you wouldn't even say anything
cause you wouldn't know
there was a time when I'd tell you everything
but its different now isn't it
i want to start this all over again
but I'd still make the biggest mistake in the end
which is falling in love with you
