Struggle

I can't help but frown
and constantly feel down,
It's hard to go unnoticed
when usually the class clown,

the only thing each day
to drive you from your bed,
is the knowledge that you'll see her
floating dreamily in your head

Your feelings are so different,
yet similarly confused,
Your heart is feeling lonely,
cold, shattered and misused,

Shoulders of friends are welcomed pit stops,
in the grand prix we call 'today'
Your feelings temporarily forgotten,
but they'll never go away

you splash your face with icy water
and rub the sleep out of your eyes,
you woke without a smile today,
i may pretend to be surprised,

I walk on through another day
with constant tears inside my head,
my heart is dieing slowly,
if not already dead