I've got so much pain
That's surrounding my heart
And I don't know what to do
I don't know how
To hold on
Or how to make it through
How do I face my future?
When I can't stop living
In the past
Remembering all of love's promises
That never seemed to last
And now, it appears,
In this vast world
I have been left alone
With no arms
To hold me tightly
No love to call my own
I've been forsaken, abandoned,
With tears streaming
Down my face
And still, all I can think of,
Is lost love's sweet embrace
I focus on all others -
My career, ambitions, goals...
But when my day comes to an end
To an empty bed I go
I turn down lusts advances
Walk away from the game
My heart can't acknowledge
Their existence
My love only knows one name
I could know the morning
But my life remains
In the night
Where memories surround me
And my life seems so right
There's a life I lead, comfortably,
Even without him there
But when it means
Loving another...
...I'm scared.
